It has been four months since my mother died. It was rather sudden and I am still feeling like I am in shock. I go to the market and see something I know she would have loved, and then the reality comes crashing into my consciousness and I start bawling right then and there. The worst part is that I feel completely alone and abandoned. My husband says he is there for me, but I can see that he is getting tried of all the tears. How do I stop the water works?